Be Well!!!

I'm sorry I'm not there!!!! *rubs your head and gives healing hugs* It'll be ok. I love you.

I have just been going to school. Nothing too exciting yet and most of my classes are philosophically based so you wouldn't be too interested in hearing about them, lol.

How's my future-niece? Giving you lots of trouble? If so, she's probably going to be just like you. ;)

How are things with you and Nathan?? One day I really do have to meet him...

I NEED HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOEWI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need a hug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And make me feel better pats on the head!!!! You remember those??? You used to pat me on the head and rub my hair to make me feel better. I need my Toewi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where are you???? :(

Hi there

So I finally just decided to stop waiting and call my doctor...everything is normal,,,nothing wrong at all. Soooo...you have something coming to your phone.....I hope you get it soon. I think you will be completely shocked. So anyways besides the doctor visit I havent really done much. We went to Afton yesterday to try to get our motor home title fixed...the Wolfleys (our landlords) are gonna buy it from us. And its snowing so much!!!!!!!! Our truck looks like a huge snowball..I'd go get a picture but I really dont wanna go outside. So yea thats about everything I've done besides eat sleep and watch tv.

This is me talking to you.

Have you heard back from the doctor yet?? I hate that I can't be there with you to help out in whatever way I could.

I started back to school today. It's going to be a rough semester; I've got a lot going on academically and with my organizations and such... but it should also be a really good one! I only have one class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I think I'm going to like that.

Today is Chris's birthday. Chris is the significant other that I told you about. It really sucked that I couldn't be there to make sure it was special but there's not much I can do about it.

Mom said that you guys would consider moving here if Nathan got a job. Was that just to make her feel better or is that for real?? I think it'd be crazy awesome but I don't want you to move back if it's going to make you unhappy.

I love you, little sis. I hope your today is a good one. :)

You totally need to talk to me!!!

I'm bored,,,and it's cold. I have to go to the doctor today, I wasn't supposed to go til the 27, they told me to come in today. I don't wanna go in. Yesterday I had slight cramps all day and I called the nurse hotline and they said to just lay down and if it got worse call the er and call my doctor today. It didnt get worse but I still called the doctor because I'm a dork and I do what they say even if I don't want to. Well I called and next thing I know they're telling me to come in at 3. I dont wanna go in!!! I don't wanna!!! But alas I will go because I will feel guilty if I don't. But I want it noted that I didn't wanna go! I don't like wasting busy peoples time and I have a feeling thats exactly what I'll be doing. I'm tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But on a good note we will hopefully find out by the end of the week if we will be moving in March. I'm bored, and cold, and tired, and CRANKY!!!!!!!!!

New things are coming!!

Well God has poured his blessings on us and brought us into the light!!! He has made it to where it is quite possible that by the beginning of march we will be moving to Oregon!! We will see in the next couple days if this all comes into place but I have very high hopes that it will!!!!!

Even Less Going On

It sounds like you had a pretty great Holiday. Now I miss playing Uno, lol. I wonder how much time we wasted as kids playing that game. :D

I understand the disappointment and I think you're being too hard on yourself. Of course, you would be excited about getting to go out. You have to spend too much time in the house and if I were in that situation I probably would have reacted the same way. Stop being so hard on yourself and just let yourself feel what you feel. Crying isn't a bad thing, even if it's over something that you would normally think was silly. Fighting it and judging yourself for it is only going to make you feel worse when there's no reason to do so. Same thing with what you call being selfish. It's ok to want to be happy and want to do things that would make you happy. That's called being human. Again, stop being so hard on yourself.

As far as me, I'm being very boring, lol. I'm pretty much just sitting around my apartment, playing on the computer and cleaning.

I have met someone though. He lives in Indianapolis and I'm going to see him over Spring Break. I think he's "it" for me...... but we'll see how it goes. :)

Not much going on.

So once again theres not much to report.
Christmas was good...Kristi got us Uno cards so I made Nathan get as addicted as I am! I cant wait to see pictures from Christmas at Debbies!!
We went to the doctor on the 30th and got to hear the babys heartbeat again....I go back on the 27th to do an ultrasound and find out the sex!! I'm crazy excited about that!
I gotta go to the dentist soon my teeth are gettin real sensitve...which from what I have read is a side effect of pregnancy....BOO!
We were supposed to go bowling tonight with friends but Nate had to do snow removal this morning from 2 til 10 so he is tired and sore. I was really excited about going too. When he said we werent going I started crying....stupid hormones. I felt so selfish for crying like i did but i couldnt stop. I wasnt mad or anything, just really excited and i got my hopes up then it all came crashing down kinda. I just wanted to get out and have fun...we dont really get to so it was gonna be a treat...PLUS there was gonna be pizza!!! I really wanted the pizza lol. I know selfish again.
I dont know lately my mindset has been completely screwed up! its like im converting back to childhood again......i hate it!!
Its been snowing on and off the passed couple days. On the sides of the road its about 2 feet high. Nates boss said that the piles they plow the snow in gets about 30 feet high. But really its not that bad as long as i dont have to driv or walk in it. But i can and i have...but not much i get out of it as much as possible.
How is your break going? When does school start back? What have you been up to? Its your turn to spill your guts :)
Love you sis!!
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